I’m at the doctor’s office right now to discuss medication for my anxiety and I’m nervous but also a little bit relieved that I’ve made it this far in getting help and what-not.
"I felt too much, he didn’t."
galaxies inside your head.
Stop letting people
you cannot shine."
"I cannot remember what any of my ex boyfriends look like.
When I realized this, I cried for three days,
because I know this means that one day you
will forget the way I say orange and my middle name
and the color of my eyes.
When we parted ways,
we promised to never erase one another
from our memories.
I can feel you forgetting me.
My skin feels so heavy. I am so afraid.
I never knew love could hurt this badly."
"I wish I’d partied a little less. People always say ‘be true to yourself.’ But that’s misleading, because there are two selves. There’s your short term self, and there’s your long term self. And if you’re only true to your short term self, your long term self slowly decays."